Wish worth a Thousand Nights

Another day

Another way

 I want to say

Something today

But I don’t know why

What I want to say

Means so much more

Than these words

I wish I could light the universe

With the verses of Love

I wish I could reveal how I feel

Deep down inside my heart

For a soul so pure

That you deserve only the finest

Of the fine

And the purest Blessings

Of the Divine

That I could only wish I could seek

Much more than that

Just to let you know…

HeartBreak - RUMI

::Essence of DEATH::

“The Fear of Death

Is far greater than the Death itself…

But the Fear of the Unknown

Is the Greatest Fear

Of All…”

Fact is always stranger than Fiction

And the fact is that Death is Real

It is the Glitter around us that is Unreal

Yet we decide to dwell inside the shell of

Deceiving desires that destroy our Destiny

Deep inside every one of us lies an ocean of dreams

We weave out our emotions that leave us in the end

Until the waves stop shimmering within our secluded selves

And we begin to reason with our reflections

About Life

About Death

And also replay the movie of memories

With the ones we so dearly love

“The Love of Death

Is far lonelier than the Angel of Death himself

But the Love of the Unknown

Is the Greatest Love

Of All…”

"Deliver Earth’s Angels To Heaven"

Now this is the Ultimate 

Essence of DEATH

IT'S TIME

Another day, another week

Another month, another year

Another wish, another dream

Another tear, another cry

Yet never the same again

Well it’s Time

To say

Good Bye

From the times that swept by

I’ve learnt to wear that smile

To hide myself from the world outside

But yes it’s Time…

To say

Good Bye

Some people say

There is a way

To walk ahead

Without looking back

It makes me cold to leave myself

And believe this myth

That I could forget it all

It’s Time

To say

Good Bye

The fear of pain

The fear of loss

The fear of death

Tends to scare me no more

Because it’s Time…

To say

GOOD BYE

The Book of Life

They say this is Life

When love puts us aside

Until we learn

To move ahead with Time

And wear a smile

Pretending to appear as if

Nothing had ever gone wrong

Maybe it is a reflection of being humble

Maybe it is the survival of perseverance

Maybe it is the silent killer within us

Killing us every single day

As we live to courageously battle

Until we can strive no more

They say this is Life

When loved ones

Either leave us

Or learn to live better without us

It is a pity they never understood

The unseen and the unspoken sentiments

But had they known the truth

They would have never left

Never gone

They say this is Life

When Truth really hurts

Yet does not kill

Maybe it makes us stronger

Maybe it does really kill

They say this is Life

If you realize you have been fooled

By the tricks and trials of this world

When you get what you never wanted

And when you hide

From what you could never forget

They say this is Life

When you are at the end of your Era

And you start reminiscing

All the pages and chapters

That you survived through

Now the Angel has finally arrived

To do the honours and close

The Book of Life...

From the Dungeon of Despair

“Living here is much more difficult than dying…”

To spend every single day

On the way to self-destruction

To live in that lie

And try to hide those bleeding emotions

In the ruins of Time

Here I am

Waiting for

The last thing I want to say

Before I die

Dreams are Delusions

That take away the taste of Tragedy

Desires are Illusions

That keep us on the ends

Of ours breaths

Searching for love

Searching for life

Searching for faith

Searching for trust

Searching for that reason

To stay alive

Before the soul

Slips away towards the way

Of Deception

I spend every single day

In the boulevard of broken dreams

Burning in the remains of those illusions

Until I hope nothing remains

Of me

Saturday, 23 February 2013

I keep myself away from my inner self

For fear I might contaminate the peace of my soul

Submerged within the silence of solitude

I spend my days disturbed and distraught

Sleepless nights haunt my distressed mind

I seek neither solace nor sympathies

I bleed every moment of every hour

Of every day of my wretched life

Nothing comforts me anymore

No more dreams

No hopes

No strength left

For recovering this time…

...

I know that you’re far away

Yet I felt this is another way

To let you know

What I want to say

On a day like today

That may this day

Make all your come true

Like never before

And many times more

Than you’ve ever hoped for

And I pray that this day

Keeps on repeating on its own

In multitudes of happiness

Every time I think you  

All I want to say

May you be Blessed like today

For every single day

For the rest of your life

Come what may…

At Your Mercy

Here I am before you

Restless, destitute and helpless

Without your mercy upon me

 I have always turned towards you

And no one knows that better than you

You know what heart desires

You know what my soul searches for

You also know what You have destined for me

And You also know what You have kept away from me

 

You are the Most Gracious

The Most Benevolent

The Most Merciful

The All-Knowing

The All-Wise

The Oft-Forgiving

The Lord of mankind

The King of kings

The Giver of Life

The Maker of Time

You are my Master

And I am your slave

 

Here I am before you

Seeking your Forgiveness

Seeking your Blessings

Seeking your Mercy

You Bring the night after the day

You Bring the day after the night

From You I have come

And to You shall I return

You Make Miracles happen

And I request You to do it again

I know You can do anything

And you have taught your slaves

How to prostrate before You Alone

And seek your Blessings

You say You never turn anyone away

Please don’t turn me away empty-handed

Or else I shall have nowhere else to go to

 

Please have mercy upon me

And Accept me

And Forgive me

And Bless me

With what I seek before You

 

A M E E N

"HERE AT THE END OF THE WORLD,

IS ACTUALLY THE REAL BEGINNING

THAT NEVER ENDS"

DREAM

I dream of a dream

That lives within me

During the day in the form of reality

In the form of peace at night

I dream of a dream

Where I am on earth

But it feels like heaven

By your presence

And I freeze the present

And prevent it from moving on

I dream of a dream

With my eyes wide open

Seeing it in real

Living it through you

A real dream

That is true

Till it reaches heaven

And stretches till eternity

In the form of a dream

Yet so real

And endless

I dream of that dream

To come true

JAILBIRD

There was a time
When I used to think
Life is a beautiful brook
That flows by its own free will

Indeed it is
For the ones who have
Been blessed with freedom
These beautiful belongings from this life
Are not meant to be
For someone like me

All this time I had been lonely
This loneliness has been killing me
I can hear no human voices
Except my own echoing around me

One by one things start to fall
My words look faded on this wall
I laugh alone, I weep alone
There is no one around to hear my call

The only way to the outside world
Has been this window on this wall
I can only feel that the sun has set
When darkness starts surrounding me

I used to dream I could freely fly
Like a bird across the open sky
But I realize I have been destined to dwell
Inside this cage of captivity

I fail to find reasons for being imprisoned
In this chamber of solitude and insanity
Yet I still yearn for freedom
Surely someday it shall come
I shall be able to set my soul forever go free
From this anguish and misery

Someday when
I shall have to wait no more
I shall want to dream no more
I shall need to breathe no more
I shall be living no more

I shall be finally free

Missing Pieces

There used to be a time
When I never thought
Even for once
That things fall apart
No matter how hard
You may try to hold them
In your arms

I used to think
There is no sorrow
There is no suffering
There is no pain
In life

I think I was naive
I know I was wrong
Yet I failed to make my heart believe
That things do fall apart
Now matter how strong
My faith had been
All throughout

There are just memories 
Left behind
Of the good old times
In bits and pieces
Some are faded too

I know I have dreamt too hard
To believe that things never fall apart
Now the missing pieces make me wonder
How I shall soon be one them
And fade away
As time moves on

Life & Death

Life is a beautiful Lie
Death is a painful Truth

life is like a game of shadows

evolving before sunrise

merging throughout the day 

in the form of a fragrance

enlightening the soul

to yearn for more and live on

into a chapter called tomorrow

in search for that peace

that strikes a chord in the heart

or makes one skip a beat or two

the shadows of life leads one towards

the setting sun of the evening

across the merging horizons of time and distance

until the night has arrived

like a knight in shining armour

wrapping the skies with it's shadowy shawl 

and holding the stars above

till it's over and the sun rises again

and comes another day

for the shadows to play again

Speechless

Tears of tragedy

Truth of time

Verses of agony

Sings my mind

Silent sentence

Serves my soul

Imprisoned for

Playing a role

I’m standing here

Outside your door

Like every other day

Holding my soul

I don’t know

If you’ll ever know

I am here with you

With my soul