Monday, June 28, 2010

28 JUNE 2010

I don’t know what to say
As I watch you walk away
I’m trying to freeze all emotions
Across the memories of my yesterdays

I don’t know if I would be the same again
I don’t know if I could forget this pain
I don’t know if I should be here at all

I don’t know how things are going to be from now
I don’t know if I could cope up some how
I don’t know if you would ever remember me

I don’t know why I’m bleeding inside
I don’t know why my heart is sinking right now
I don’t know why these tears are rolling down
My cheeks tonight

I’m missing you
Right now
I’m missing you

As I watch you walk away
All I wish I could say

I’ll be missing you
Every single night and day

But someday
When you’d really
Understand me
I’d be very far away

Yet I’d still be
Missing YOU

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Day of Departure

Tears of Tragedy
Flood the gates of Heaven
Prayers remain unanswered
And all Hopes freeze in time

I gaze into the future
To glance back in time
It seems like all the memories
Of my past are pouring in
Like monsoon rain

I might want to remember
I might want to forget
I would love to forgive everyone tonight, perhaps
And be forgotten without any trace

It is a beautiful way to wind up
A solitarily exhausting journey
To listen to the peals of laughter
Echoing in the backdrop at the end

At least it is better
Than the monotony of silence
That eagerly waits to welcome me
And put my restless soul to rest
Once and for all

. . .


Now it’s all over
I am over here now
To bear with each long day
As it leisurely burns away
Until I soon fall fast asleep forever
To wake up to face my trial
On the most anticipated Judgment Day