MIND OF A MASSACRED MAN

As I search my heart for your soul
I can only sense some traces trailing of your love

I find myself lost in trance
Drowning in the dreams of my past
My eyes refuse to open
As my mind merges with the merriment
Of those memories that I miss every moment

My breath still searches for your scent
Until it runs out of it
Your laughter still echoes at the back of my mind
Your smiles still haunt my soul away

I still spend my nights sleepless
Remembering you in my silent prayers

I still remember every single second
Of our togetherness that I used to believe
Unbreakable even by the strongest of storms…

Until it left me wrecked on an isolated island of shattered dreams
Bleeding me at every beat of my heart

My soul still burns inside the mausoleum of my sealed heart
Like a lamp strutting and fretting forever
In your loving memory

. . .

Somewhere, sometime, someday…

If you ever happen to realize my absence and remember me
I am sure your soul would be weaving this same song
All over again
Once I am gone

Lanterns of Love

Rise to Heaven

Towers of Tomorrow

Desert Highway

28 JUNE 2010

I don’t know what to say
As I watch you walk away
I’m trying to freeze all emotions
Across the memories of my yesterdays

I don’t know if I would be the same again
I don’t know if I could forget this pain
I don’t know if I should be here at all

I don’t know how things are going to be from now
I don’t know if I could cope up some how
I don’t know if you would ever remember me

I don’t know why I’m bleeding inside
I don’t know why my heart is sinking right now
I don’t know why these tears are rolling down
My cheeks tonight

I’m missing you
Right now
I’m missing you

As I watch you walk away
All I wish I could say

I’ll be missing you
Every single night and day

But someday
When you’d really
Understand me
I’d be very far away

Yet I’d still be
Missing YOU

Laser Blades

Red & White

Day of Departure

Tears of Tragedy
Flood the gates of Heaven
Prayers remain unanswered
And all Hopes freeze in time

I gaze into the future
To glance back in time
It seems like all the memories
Of my past are pouring in
Like monsoon rain

I might want to remember
I might want to forget
I would love to forgive everyone tonight, perhaps
And be forgotten without any trace

It is a beautiful way to wind up
A solitarily exhausting journey
To listen to the peals of laughter
Echoing in the backdrop at the end

At least it is better
Than the monotony of silence
That eagerly waits to welcome me
And put my restless soul to rest
Once and for all

. . .


Now it’s all over
I am over here now
To bear with each long day
As it leisurely burns away
Until I soon fall fast asleep forever
To wake up to face my trial
On the most anticipated Judgment Day

Wave Watching

Crimson & Cozy

Roads & Rush Hour

Royal Palace - Sri Lanka

One Misty Morning

Tantalizing view from Taj Samudra

Alluring Atrium

Spiral Minaret

Fortress of Freedom

Solitary Corridor

Wood & Limestone