Enchanted Lantern

You arrive without any invitation
In the form of an enchanted lantern
Into the world of my darkness and gloom
Making yourself at home
And leave me without warning

You bring with youself dreams in abundance
And hopes that I shall be living on
It is a beautiful feeling to be alive
For someone who shall never become mine

I forget my pain in your presence
I feel like you have healed my soul
There is no way I can find to "Thank You"
And ask you to stay for some more time

I know you are like a dream come true
An answer to the silent prayer of my soul
All I do is smile away to realize that nothing lasts for long

Maybe some time later when you are on your own
Happy in your world of Bliss and Harmony
You might notice an enchanted lantern
Glowing outside your door

I would never wish to leave you
And glow around your world
And be your Guardian Angel
Until there is no more light left
Inside my soul to glow on...

Because of You

And I guess it's time
I look around for you
I can smell your scent
Taking my breath - away...

And I'd love to listen
To your soft heartbeats
Racing against mine
Oh yeah...

I'd love to die
A thousand time
For the love that
You've brought home for me

All I want
Is to let you know
That my heart
Keeps on beating for you

All I want to say
Is that I want you
To stay with me
All your life
Like a dream
Filled with memories
Framed in Time

Back in Action - a new dimension

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Regards,

Kazi of Kazicreations

Going SOLO - kazicreations

Waiting to END

Fate has finally lured me towards the den of darkness. My senses are gradually weakening in the claws of coldness of the catastrophe that has left my wounds gaping wide open.

I have sinking since a month. I am trying to smile right now so that I do not regret anything afterwards. I have now released my firm fists spread open…my arms outstretched, holding nothing anymore.

I am feeling like a prisoner of war right now, shackled in rusty chains of confinement and intoxicated by swirling vivid reminiscences rushing at me that I have lived with during all these years.

I feel as if my last moments are just nearby playing hide-and-seek with me, waiting to surprise me at any moment. I feel like my hands are cuffed behind me and my knees are bleeding. My throat is dry with thirst and my lungs heavily exhausted to be able to breathe any further…

I am now certain that I am here to go. There is nothing much left. I do not know whether I have served the purpose of my life or wasted it all. Leaving the world can be a very home sickening feeling to think of leaving all the people that I have been attached to and not being able to see, hear or feel them ever again. However, the ironic truth is that, as time rolls by, people gradually forget to remember and move on with their lives.

Nothing is going to stop here. The same old tape of reality has kept replaying over the ages since the start of civilization – it is just that the way these tapes have been played have been upgraded down the line of time.

The beauty of life lies in within it. Life is a mixed bag of ups & downs, tears & sorrow, and many more where each element teaches a lesson whether we take it or leave it. I hope I tried to do my part to the best of my abilities. It is time, we all should move on without stopping here and being sad…

Life is very beautiful…

Swept by a Storm

Friday, 20th August 2010

Seventeen days have swept away seventeen million moments.

My eyes continuously brim with unstoppable tears similar to the rain pouring outside my window at this early hour of a Friday morning – a late Thursday night for some…

My senses are benumbed and every single piece of memory is flooding my mind right from the days when my dad used to cuddle me to sleep in his arms when I was a child; my first visit to the mosque with him; my first day at school with him; the best memories of my dad...

Yes, I am missing him terribly right now. Strangely, there is no guarantee to anything in this world of limitations. Everything that begins here suddenly ends in rather surprisingly unwanted and unexpected situations that most of us are never prepared for no matter how strong we may tend to be.

It pains me every single moment throughout every single day to accept the fact that all this had to happen the way it has occurred. The pain is unbearable, yet sadly, I have no choice but to smile for the sake of the other members in the family – to avoid letting them feel that I have been poisoned by grief & helplessness.

I am unable to write any further. My mind is constantly getting clogged with sorrow & suffering due to these intolerable pangs of pain. It has taken me seventeen hard and rough days to write without a pen through a keyboard because my fingers refuse to move.

This storm may have been over but it has surely left me deeply devastated and I cannot tell if I can ever be the same again…

Corridor of the Past

MIND OF A MASSACRED MAN

As I search my heart for your soul
I can only sense some traces trailing of your love

I find myself lost in trance
Drowning in the dreams of my past
My eyes refuse to open
As my mind merges with the merriment
Of those memories that I miss every moment

My breath still searches for your scent
Until it runs out of it
Your laughter still echoes at the back of my mind
Your smiles still haunt my soul away

I still spend my nights sleepless
Remembering you in my silent prayers

I still remember every single second
Of our togetherness that I used to believe
Unbreakable even by the strongest of storms…

Until it left me wrecked on an isolated island of shattered dreams
Bleeding me at every beat of my heart

My soul still burns inside the mausoleum of my sealed heart
Like a lamp strutting and fretting forever
In your loving memory

. . .

Somewhere, sometime, someday…

If you ever happen to realize my absence and remember me
I am sure your soul would be weaving this same song
All over again
Once I am gone

Lanterns of Love

Rise to Heaven

Towers of Tomorrow

Desert Highway

28 JUNE 2010

I don’t know what to say
As I watch you walk away
I’m trying to freeze all emotions
Across the memories of my yesterdays

I don’t know if I would be the same again
I don’t know if I could forget this pain
I don’t know if I should be here at all

I don’t know how things are going to be from now
I don’t know if I could cope up some how
I don’t know if you would ever remember me

I don’t know why I’m bleeding inside
I don’t know why my heart is sinking right now
I don’t know why these tears are rolling down
My cheeks tonight

I’m missing you
Right now
I’m missing you

As I watch you walk away
All I wish I could say

I’ll be missing you
Every single night and day

But someday
When you’d really
Understand me
I’d be very far away

Yet I’d still be
Missing YOU

Laser Blades

Red & White

Day of Departure

Tears of Tragedy
Flood the gates of Heaven
Prayers remain unanswered
And all Hopes freeze in time

I gaze into the future
To glance back in time
It seems like all the memories
Of my past are pouring in
Like monsoon rain

I might want to remember
I might want to forget
I would love to forgive everyone tonight, perhaps
And be forgotten without any trace

It is a beautiful way to wind up
A solitarily exhausting journey
To listen to the peals of laughter
Echoing in the backdrop at the end

At least it is better
Than the monotony of silence
That eagerly waits to welcome me
And put my restless soul to rest
Once and for all

. . .


Now it’s all over
I am over here now
To bear with each long day
As it leisurely burns away
Until I soon fall fast asleep forever
To wake up to face my trial
On the most anticipated Judgment Day

Wave Watching

Crimson & Cozy

Roads & Rush Hour

Royal Palace - Sri Lanka